Monday 14 March 2016

Queen Kunti's Prayers

Love this video. 






Peace. 

Update

It's been a while. I was about to make a post on Krishna .  But then,  I  have  been wanting to write about my life and thoughts as well,  for a long time now.  Why?  I don't know,   no one reads my blog anyway ,  plus I hardly post anything.  But I want to,  just like that.

Hmm,  I don't know where to start.  So many things have changed in my life,  and I feel a little overwhelmed.  I  think it's because there's so much of conflict now - between who I am and how I wish to live my life and..how far removed from all that my life seems right now.  To top that,  I'm an INFJ and it's not really helping,  while dealing with everything and everyone.

INFJ is one among the 16 different  personality types,  created by Myers-Briggs based on the theory proposed by psychologist  Carl Jung.  There's a lot of info on the net about all that. I happened to take the Myers-Briggs test online one day,  and I got infj.  It was as though someone was describing me perfectly.  True to the T. 

Yes,  some might say that it has no scientific basis,  but I have felt  it to be quite logical and true to an extent. And so have a lot of people.


The feeling you get when you finally feel validated for being you. . It's like Omg! That is so me! All that they are saying.. And there are others just like me out there..  :)  I'm not weird! Yep,  it was an epic moment.. Lol.

Point is,   it helps you understand yourself a little more.  Not just yourself,  but how different people with different personality types see the world,  react to life etc.  You find these connections with people in your life,  and you become a little less judgemental of them.

But,  we are  human beings after all  and it would be stupid to define ourselves based on just a 4 letter word.  No,  I don't let it define me ,  but it makes me accept myself more and be  less hard on  myself sometimes.  And most importantly to not go overboard with my expectations of myself and life ,  which is still really hard for me.. As krishna says do your part and leave the rest to him .  That  isn't that easy.  I really need to balance out my life.  Hopefully writing it all down will help me stay grounded :)

Hmm,  So next few posts are going to be of no interest to anyone except me.. And btw, in case you're wondering Krishna has been a typical jerk of late.  No surprises there. :)  Or maybe this is how it's supposed to be,  according to his grand cosmic plan, ;) 

Anyways..  I'll just trust the Universe,  and keep working on things that I can improve on.. and accept the things I can't change.  

God! ,  this was a cliché post :) 

Edit: Being an INFJ isnt a bad thing, nor is it oh so special . I'm not sure if this post made it seem like that. I like being like that, but its tough sometimes . More on INFJs later. Cheers!