Theres Something About Krishna..!

Old post again,..

You Know You’re Obsessed With Krishna If:

1)      You find yourself writing this..duh!

2)      Your face lights up when someone talks about him or mentions his name.

3)      You cant wipe that smile off your face when you’re talking about dear Hari ( which is not often, but still) and you hate it when you cant express yourself about him the way you meant to.

4)      You smile when some actor plays Krishna on TV , and even if theyre horrible at it , you still want to watch it now and then..And you laugh indulgently when they say some joke or talk and act like Krishna.. coz you don’t see the actor, you see Krishna.

5)      You get annoyed at him for making you act like a silly in love school girl .

6)      When something goes wrong in your life, it is becoz of your own stupid decisions or other peoples, because all of us are after all flawed human beings.. or maybe it is just Karma, or destiny .

But, when something makes you happy , it is invariably Krishna’s doing -  even if he had nothing to do with it – you just want to think he cares to make you happy too.

7)      You smile at your monitor like a crazy person because your wallpaper is of handsome Madhava looking into your eyes.  And you hope no one saw your smile, coz that would just be weird.

8)      You wish you could express your love by dancing for Krishna , but you don’t know how to.  I find dancing is a way of expressing your joy..Krishna fills us with so much happiness, you feel like dancing about him, for him and because of him. You did learn the steps to ‘’ Krishnam Kalaya Sakhi Sundaram ''.. ( a song I danced to for him) and danced for him.. But Hari smiled so much ( he must have been amused and laughed so hard) .. that you stopped :)

9)      You wish your voice was sweeter when you sing to him, and if only you could express your love in beautiful words to him.. Its hard to speak to him sometimes, yet some times I bore him for hours .

Oh , and then you realize he’s Antaryami after all , and who needs words anyway .

10)   You see him everywhere.. or at least look for his presence.. wherever there is love, and beauty and joy..in creation , a mother with her young child , in lovers , in the warmth of the sun and the coolness of the  moon - you see him , and you feel him around.. Our Krishna! :)